soulfulshell

i am not too sure about this site yet. though i'd say a lot if i could figure it out. until then.. it is my brother's birthday today (though i guess i technically mean yesterday, i don't consider it the next day till i have gone to sleep) and i can't celebrate with him. he can't hang out me. never look at me. or hear how sorry i am for being such a shitty sister most of the time. and i know i can't hold on to what i don't have. but i do have the memory. the memory of the last birthday he actually got to celebrate. and maybe because the last birthday he did get to celebrate, i decided that being with my friends was more important. granted i wa